THEM.. (SPEECH PEEPS)

I haven't made a blog post for days now.. I've been very busy with some end term stuffs.. Filipino term paper, Speech exams (a movie).. and a lot of effin' things to do that aroused mixed emotions within me for the past week. I'm gonna blog about them.. my newfound friends. We're actually a bunch of irregular students taking up the same English 3 class also known as SPEECH.. Our courses were all mashed up.. IT, ComSci, Pysch, Accountancy, Engineering, HM.. yeah.. name it and we have it. ^_^

If there's one thing I regret the most, it's not knowing them much earlier.. I partly blame our teacher for not giving us some group projects/exam during the prelim and midterm period.. why now? When we all know that we'll all part ways after this course.. Sigh.. They're a bunch of great people who has great outlooks in life. I've had so much fun being with them. At least now I know, I'm normal.. that I don't just spend the rest of my break with my Spectrum Family.. at least it gave me the idea that I am still capable of befriending other people. Haha.

After the Final Shoot.

In one of the scenes.. And oh. by the way, the guy in red is my 2nd cousin..
We just found out about 2 months ago..
(Nahh. not the one with the mustache.. the other one..XD)

While having the CAR scene. Lol.

While waiting for "PINK"..

We've finally finished our so called "MOVIE" and it's all ready for editing and stuffs.. hayy.. Seriously I'm gonna miss them.. Even though I got to know them in a short span. And before anything else, the guy in blue he is our "FOOD SUPPLIER" lol. Thanks Jerald for the snacks and the dinner and the venue and everything. XD

I WILL MISS YOU GUYS!

TITA

I never expected that everything would come at this point. Since I first entered college. I thought  they already know the perks of a college student, the ups and the downs. But I was wrong..

I've been living with her for 16 years.. Sixteen years and maybe, counting..

She was the first person I thought who could hurt me big time (except for my mom), and yeah she just succeeded. Now, I'm trying my best to not associate myself with her anymore. She's like my best friend.. I mean, it's in her where I find comfort sharing my problems and all and I really though she's my "kakampi". But then again, I was wrong..

MABING, I used to call her that way. She's my Mama as well as my Tita. I love her as much as I love my mom. I cannot afford losing her. But hearing those painful words from her crashed my own understanding of the word, love and family. I don't even know if I still have a family after this. Because honestly, I don't feel like I belong to one.

Mabing, I'm sorry if I've been so stubborn and stupid and everything. I just don't know how to please all of you.. I mean you, Mommy, Mama, Tito Boy and all of our family members. Even though I exert too much effort just to make you proud, I feel like it's just not enough. I'm sorry for being such a big disappointment and all. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so inconsiderate. I just have lots of things to say sorry for.

Thank you for being there with me. Thank you for the understanding, the love, and the care.

Now, I'll be off your way. I'll try to be independent enough. I've caused you too much trouble and I've ruined your life. I've been a nuisance this past few years. I know that.. and I'm sorry if I'm like that.

As you always say, I'm like my biological father. Maybe you're right after all. Don't worry, I'll go find him when I have enough cash and time so I'll confirm it myself. And when that time comes, I don't know if I could still bear the pain. And when I get to realize that I am so much like my father, then I'll be off your lives, I guess. Because I've been a pain in the ass for so long now. I'm sorry once again.

I love you.. and I always will.

I love you, Ma Bing.

WHILE WORKING

Zombie land is not always WORK, WORK and WORK.. Of course, we also know how to have fun. Yeah, speaking of fun.. While working a while ago, took a short break and opened the Crystal Eye software and took some silly shots from the laptop's webcam.. So here it is:

 

 I'M SOOOO SLEEPY LIKE YEAHHH...

CORNETTO PLEASE?

JAYRICK LYING ON THE FLOOOOOR

HEY.. CTC? ASL? 91, BI, MARS ^_^

I LOOK STUPID.

WAAAAH?

YESS. DAW WALA LANG MOCK BOARD BWAS!

DO NOT DISTURB.. WATCHING PORN!

UNDER A BLANKET. XD

SSSSHHH..

MY HAIR IS A TOTAL MESSS MEHN.

LAST SHOT

Off to the shower room now. XD

Bye bye!

HEY THERE

Time check: 4:53AM

I've been awake for almost 24 hours now. Waiting for the clock to strike 5. I'll be preparing for our NSTP Mangrove Planting and Coastal Clean-up Activity by 6:30 AM. Yeah, checked in at Zombie Land once again. Still doing stuffs for the March Magazine. I'm a bit worried for our activity later. It'll be in the beach... Water... Waves.. I bet you can guess what I'm actually thinking right now. Tsunami. I know it's far from our place, but what if? Just what if? I hope not. (Knock on the wood). Yeah, I'm being paranoid right now.. Just thinking of the possible things that might happen in real life.

This is real life. I want to live it to the fullest.. I need more time. So, Dear God.. Please, protect the world. Protect us.. Keep us away from harm.

PS I feel so sleepy right now. I look damn tired.

Yahh! I look like a loser. XD

TSUNAMI

Phivolcs raise tsunami alert, waves expected Friday afternoon - http://ph.yfittopostblog.com

Okay. That news kinda freaked me out. Wait.. what? A tsunami? Is 2012 real? Is the world coming to an end? Jeez. I hope not. All I can do at this very moment is to pray and ask Him to protect everybody from any possible dangers. I hope less people get hurt or better yet, NO ONE WILL GET HURT. I am praying for our neighboring provinces to be safe. I hope this will be another false alarm thingy..

Now everybody, let's all pray for their safety..for our safety, especially for Bacolod. Though, we're a bit far from those provinces, we might not know. Let's just hope everything will be alright. Yeah, let's pray.  Pray and pray. Because nothing is impossible with Him. I believe that.

APPLIED FOR AN ONLINE JOB

I took the guts to send an email for a certain job post. Just now.. It's a part time job. I hope I get accepted for some extra cash. There's no harm in trying right? So all I just need to do is pray and hope that everything will go as I wished.

ZOMBIES' FUN SHOOT

This afternoon, we had a shoot for the graduating staffs' personal page.. after the official shoot, we just had fun.. Playing with the lights and everything. Again, THIS IS NOT OFFICIAL.

Ever since, I already had a thing for Photography.. but yeah, I don't have the enough equipments to practice such skill. So I really am wishing for someone with a good heart to give me one DSLR cam.. haha.. or I'll just wait for years until graduation day so I can have my first DSLR. So yeah, I was given the chance.. and I just grabbed it. The chance to shoot, I mean.

Below are some of my personal favorites:

First Shot

Perfect Lighting

Ahhh. The Lights!

Our Associate Editor

The Girl in the Battlefield

Our EIC

The "tough" & the "kikay"

What's with the tree?

And again, the tree...

Ooooh.. it's Epi.

Look out! Hmmm.

I love this.

And this.

And the FUNNY PART:

Uhmm.. Hello? That is not a phone, Cherai.. It's a flash.

And this..

I shall stop here. Lol. But honestly, I love the shoot.. The lights, the location... it's perfect. If given the chance to learn one thing, it'd be photography and stuffs. ^_^