Can I Have Him?

Please? Yes, I'm scrounging.
He's the main reason why my heart's recuperating.
You know that it has been crushed into pieces
Now, through him I'm putting it back to its places.

His smile, his laughters, his mind-cracking lines
His facade, his presence are the obvious signs.
I wanted to open my heart again
To someone who can be there with me 'til the end.

I know that there's no guarantee
That in the end, it'll be him and me.
But for now, I ask thee..
Can I have him, for free?

~a poem made at around 3:38 AM. argh. I can't sleep. T_T

I know it sounds like a piece of junk.. but honestly, that's what I'm feeling right now. I wanted to be with someone I like.. but it's too impossible knowing another party would be there to hinder me. Deep in my heart, I have a silent wish.. that even just for a day we'll be just like this. No other party, just you and me.. we'll live a day with full of memories for me to cherish.

If only that's possible. Sigh. Please...

When You Came Along

I was alone, I thought I was no one
You came along, those thoughts were gone
You made me smile, you made me laugh
You kiss away all the stress when my day is tough
You looked at me, I looked at you
Then that’s the time you told me, “I Love You”.

I was speechless, I didn’t know how I’d react
This feeling’s new, I was struck
You said you’ll wait, but no need to
Co’z I’m pretty sure, I Love You too
It’s kinda weird, I’m not alone anymore
It’s far from how I envisioned myself before

And now, it’s you and I
Together we’ll fight
Let’s make this work, I now it’s quite hard
But there’s the two of us, nothing can break us apart
Not until one of us gives up
Not until one tells the other to stop

Disclaimer: This is an original poem by Judy Rose Sayson

For the Man Who Once Had My Heart

I remember someone told me years ago
That you’re a man who cares a lot about your ego
You were never concerned at what others might feel
As long as it satisfies you, you date lie you’ll kill.

But behind that egoistic smile,
Is the man who makes life so much worthwhile
They never bother to see the real side of you
They’ve never seen you cry when you’re feeling down and blue

You’re a man with a battered heart
People you love manage to tear it apart
Now, you’re crying in my shoulder
You feel alone, you feel you’re getting older

Then one day, you decided to stop
You aimed to make it to the top
You stopped breaking hearts
You fixed your own to make a brand new start

“I’m ready to love again”, you told me once
Then something bothered me when you gave me that glance
At first I felt uneasy
But it was all gone by the time you kissed me

This feeling’s new,
and so are you.
You asked me if I Love You,
Yes, I do. 

Disclaimer: This is an original poem by Judy Rose Sayson.